What am I doing?

I am sitting here thinking, I am on this computer enough so what am I doing on here?! Well, I dont know!!! Just to update anyone that doesnt know........ I got remarried on July 20 to one of the most wonderful men in the world, John. Together we have 5 kids, Lexi 14, Marlee 11, Makenna 10, Maleah 7 and Michael 4. Lexi started high school this year, Marlee started middle school, Makenna is in the 5th grade, Maleah is in 2nd and Michael started Pre-K just this past week. He doesnt like getting up so early to go, but every day when he gets in the car he has had so much fun that day and at that point cant wait to go back........... until the next morning. He was so cute today, I picked him up and he got in the car. I said to him, "buckle up buddy" to which he replied, "arent you gonna give me a hug and a kiss?" I love this little boy, he is definately a mama's boy!!
John is working nightshift right now, he is a correctional officer. I am currently a stay at home mom looking for a J O B!!!!! We are hoping to start our own business soon. Hopefully that will go well and things will be looking up for us.
This past weekend the kids and I took a trip up to NC and visited our family at "the island" One of my cousins got married and we were so glad that we got to be there for that. John had to work all weekend and we missed eachother soooo much, this was our first time being away from eachother, other than to go to work since May. Hopefully the next trip we make we will go together as a family, I cant stand to be that far away from him. According to him our plans are to move to "the island" in a couple of years. BUT we shall see..........

Just for those of you who dont know the picture at the top of this page is the Cape Lookout Lighthouse. This is where I spent most of my summer days for as long as I can remember.